さよならだったらよかった

Synopsis

I’ll be embraced again today, by the younger brother of the man I love. Keigo, a •former• aspiring novelist, has held a long unrequited love for his childhood friend, Ryuuji. And unable to forget a joke said by Ryuuji long ago, he’s even developed a certain penchant, indulging himself by wearing black tights. 
The only person who knows of his two “secrets” is Saku, an arts student aiming to be a cameraman—Ryuuji’s younger brother.

 As if to console Keigo’s feelings that have no where to go, Saku calls himself “Ryuuji,” and embraces Keigo as his substitute. Keigo does not know the reason why they have sex, nor the true meaning behind why Saku wants him to write novels again…
 Lost as they strive towards the light, a boy’s love in the gentle, beautiful daybreak.